I've really missed blogging. I've been in Pennsylvania for 9 days now (going home tomorrow... Oregon is calling me!!), so I will try to catch up a bit on posting. It's been a good getaway time for me, though. And I'm very thankful to have friends in other states who are willing to let me come stay with them for a while:)
Emily and I started an in-depth study through Philippians this week. And as I sat here, making scribbly notes in my devotions journal, I felt prompted by the LORD to share an excerpt of it. I pray it blesses you.
'...for I know that this will turn out for my deliverance through your prayers and the provision of the Spirit of Jesus Christ, according to my earnest expectation and hope, that I will not be put to shame in anything, but that with all boldness, Christ will even now, as always, be exalted in my body, whether by life or by death.'
- Philippians 1:19-20
Events that happen in our life may seem to us as curses. But the beauty of knowing, serving, and trusting a sovereign God is the fact that - even amidst the most trying moments in our lives, when we feel the least brave, when we are acutely reminded of our weakness as humans...then, even then, we can hold our broken hearts up to Him and say 'Here, LORD, heal my crushed spirit. And even now, I will still praise You. Glorify Yourself in me. I come to the Healer because I am a hurt and messed up individual. But I know You can, and will, use all things for Your glory. So, Father, if there is any part of me left that You can use...take it and make it Yours.'
And He will.